Reflections are turning blue.
I dream of youth.
Starlight shows in the gloom
But only for a second.
I long for absolution.
I pray for release.
Half-empty vases
Torment my inner being,
Foment the truth
That never was
And never will
For as long as there's a gulp of air in my lungs.
My will is plastic now,
My heart unbreakable.
All illness,
oNCE HERE TO STAY,
iS NOW A BLUR,
a DISTANT MEMORY.
aNNOYING Noise
Crawls through my sleep
Infests my dreams,
controls my actions...
And no one will recall.
I promise
Here and now
This is the last time
I'll abandon myself.
OUtside in the cold
A flower blossoms
Blooms
And marvels all still life around.